Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Safe and Sound
Savannah is successfully moved in to her dorm room. I feel proud and grateful and incredulous and sad and happy and excited and scared and ever so slightly old.
She is awesome. I am awed. We made it to this sort of finish/start line and we made it there spectacularly. There's a bit of relief at having gotten this far with so much good and blessing and love. The rest will take more faith than I've ever had--I have to let it all go. I'm not in charge anymore. (If I ever really was.)
Gabi is staying at her dad's tonite.
I am settling into the alone. I know that the future will bring more.
I will text my girls goodnite and loves and we will all tuck ourselves in under the same starry sky.